Personal essays, survivorship tips, and honest community from Nicole McLean — breast cancer survivor and founder of My Fabulous Boobies.

Five Things I Wish I’d Known Before Port Placement

The first time someone mentioned a port, I pictured a small metal button hidden beneath my skin and imagined the whole procedure would be as simple as installing a new phone app. I knew it would help deliver chemotherapy, but I did not understand how much this tiny device could affect my sleep, clothing, movement, medical appointments and feelings about my body.

A port placement is usually a short procedure, often performed with local anaesthetic and sedation or a general anaesthetic, depending on the hospital and your circumstances. A thin catheter sits in a large vein, while the small reservoir rests under the skin, commonly in the upper chest. It can spare your arm veins repeated cannulas and blood tests, which may become increasingly welcome as treatment continues.

The details vary between hospitals, surgeons and cancer treatment plans. Someone having surgery in Sydney may have a different check-in process from someone treated in a regional Victorian hospital, and private patients may receive different billing information from public patients. Your oncology team remains the right source for instructions about fasting, medications, wound care and when the port can be used.

What follows is the practical information I wish had been explained in plain language before my own port surgery. It is about the surprises, the awkward moments and the small preparations that can make the day feel less mysterious.

Before port placement What I wish I had known
Clothing A loose, soft top with a wide neckline is easier than anything tight or difficult to remove
Transport Arrange a lift home and avoid planning a normal day of errands afterwards
Wound care Bruising, tenderness and swelling can be expected, but worsening symptoms need medical advice
Daily life Seatbelts, sleeping positions, showering and exercise may be uncomfortable for a short time
Treatment Ask how the port will be accessed, flushed and maintained between infusions

The Port Is Small, but the Day Is Still Surgery

I underestimated the emotional weight of the procedure because the port itself is so small. It is easy to think, “It is only a little device,” while forgetting that someone will be preparing your chest, inserting a catheter into a vein and closing an incision. Even when the operation is routine, it can feel like another major milestone in a body already carrying a great deal.

The practical instructions matter. You may need to fast, pause certain medicines, complete blood tests or arrive earlier than expected. Do not assume your usual morning coffee is allowed just because the procedure is short. The hospital should tell you when to stop eating and drinking, what to do with diabetes or blood-thinning medication, and whether you need someone to stay with you afterwards.

Arrange transport before the appointment. Sedation can affect concentration and reaction time, and even without sedation, pain or anxiety can make driving unsafe. A trip home across Brisbane traffic or along country roads is much easier when somebody else is watching the route, carrying your bag and noticing whether you look pale.

I also wish I had treated the day as a recovery day rather than a quick interruption. Put easy food at home, charge your phone, keep prescribed pain relief available and leave the laundry where it is. The laundry will still be there, behaving as if it pays rent.

The First Few Days Can Be More Uncomfortable Than Expected

The incision and the area around the port may feel bruised, tight, swollen or tender. A dressing can make the skin feel unfamiliar, and the port may be more noticeable when you lie down, reach across your body or pull on a shirt. None of this automatically means something is wrong, but it can be startling if nobody has described it.

Clothing became an unexpectedly important part of recovery. A soft, loose button-up shirt or a wide-necked top is often easier to put on than a fitted jumper. Check with your team before getting the dressing wet, and follow their instructions about showers, baths, swimming and changing dressings. Australian summers add their own nuisance: heat, sweat and sunscreen around healing skin can be uncomfortable, so ask what products are safe near the incision.

The seatbelt was another small but persistent reminder of the port. Depending on its position, the belt may cross directly over the tender area. Do not alter or remove a seatbelt without professional advice; instead, ask your clinical team about safe positioning and whether a temporary comfort aid is suitable. Passenger journeys, school drop-offs and the ordinary drive to the shops can all feel different for a few days.

Contact your hospital or treatment team if you develop increasing redness, warmth, swelling, drainage, fever, severe pain, shortness of breath or arm or neck swelling. Your discharge paperwork should include a contact number. If you are in Australia and cannot reach your treating team during a serious or rapidly worsening event, call emergency services on 000.

A Port Does Not Make Treatment Completely Effortless

The great promise of a port is easier venous access. A nurse can use a special needle to access the reservoir through the skin, and the port may be used for chemotherapy, other medicines, fluids and blood tests. That can be a relief when peripheral cannulas have become difficult or when veins are sore from repeated treatment.

It is still a needle, though, and that distinction matters. You may feel a sharp pinch as the port is accessed, followed by pressure, pulling or a cool sensation as fluid enters. Some people use numbing cream before access, while others prefer not to add another step. Ask your nurses how far in advance cream should be applied, whether it needs a dressing over it and whether it is appropriate for your particular port.

Port access should be sterile and performed by trained staff. If the area is very painful, the needle appears displaced or fluids are not flowing, tell the nurse immediately rather than trying to endure it quietly. A port that is not working properly may need troubleshooting, imaging or a medical review. Speaking up early is useful, not dramatic.

Between treatments, the device may need flushing according to the port manufacturer’s instructions and your hospital’s protocol. Some ports are flushed at treatment visits; others may require maintenance when they are not being used. Ask who is responsible, especially if your oncology clinic is far from home or you move between a metropolitan hospital and a local service.

Your Body Image May Need Time to Catch Up

I expected to dislike the port because it was visible. I did not expect to keep touching it absent-mindedly, checking its outline in the mirror or feeling briefly betrayed when a familiar top suddenly sat differently. The port can become a symbol of treatment, even when it is medically helpful.

There is no correct emotional response. Some people appreciate having dependable access and regard the port as a practical tool. Others feel self-conscious, angry or disconnected from their chest. Both reactions can exist in the same afternoon. Treatment changes can affect identity in ways that have little to do with the size of a scar.

Bras, camisoles and sleepwear may need a period of trial and error. A soft crop top can feel better than an underwire bra, although pressure over the port should be avoided if it causes discomfort. If you shop through Australian post-mastectomy or cancer-care retailers, check return policies carefully; bodies change quickly during treatment, and fit is intensely personal.

This is also a useful time to decide how much information you want to share. You may explain the port to a curious child, keep it private at work or use humour with friends who need a gentle way into a difficult conversation. There is no obligation to turn your chest into an educational display for strangers on a Melbourne tram.

Practical Questions Save Energy Later

Before the procedure, I wish I had written down questions instead of trusting my anxious brain to remember everything. Ask where the port will sit, which side is recommended, how long the wound usually takes to settle and whether the device will be visible under clothing. Ask what restrictions apply to lifting, exercise, work, driving, showering and swimming.

Ask about costs as well. In Australia, Medicare may cover treatment in the public system, while private care can involve surgeon, anaesthetist, hospital and pathology fees, plus possible gaps. Private health insurance rules, waiting periods and excesses vary. Request an itemised estimate and ask the hospital’s financial office what is included before the procedure, rather than discovering an unexpected bill while managing chemotherapy.

It is sensible to ask how port removal works too. Some people use a port for months, while others have it removed when treatment ends or when it is no longer needed. Knowing that it is not necessarily permanent can make the device feel less like a new permanent resident. If removal is being discussed later, ask whether it will require another procedure and what recovery might involve.

I found it helpful to keep the answers in one note on my phone, alongside the clinic’s contact details. Include the name of the port, the date it was inserted and any instructions about flushing or access. The Australian Charter of Healthcare Rights supports clear communication and participation in healthcare decisions, and asking for an explanation is part of being involved in your care, not an inconvenience.

The emotional side of treatment can continue after the appointments become less frequent. Reflections about that strange period can be found in what comes after chemo, especially when a medical milestone does not immediately produce the relief everyone expects.

Recovery Is a Partnership With Your Future Self

The port may make treatment easier, but it does not require you to be brave every minute. Resting after insertion is sensible. Accepting a lift, asking someone to collect groceries or postponing a beach swim is not failure; it is temporary care for a healing wound. Even everyday Australian habits such as carrying shopping bags, hanging washing outside or taking the dog around the block may need adjusting briefly.

Keep watch without becoming trapped in constant surveillance. Notice changes in pain, swelling, redness, temperature or how the port functions, then use the contact pathway your team gave you. Reliable information is more useful than late-night internet searches that turn every bruise into a catastrophe. Cancer Council Australia and your hospital’s patient information service can also provide general support, while your treating team should guide decisions specific to you.

The port can teach an uncomfortable lesson about asking for help. Treatment often encourages people to become highly organised and fiercely independent, yet a port appointment may be easier when someone comes along, takes notes or remembers the questions anxiety erased. A personal reflection on asking for support captures why accepting help can be part of recovery rather than evidence that you are coping badly.

Eventually, the device may become ordinary. You may stop noticing its outline, learn which tops are comfortable and recognise the rhythm of an infusion appointment. Until then, make the process kinder where you can: prepare a soft shirt, organise transport, write down your questions and save your hospital’s after-hours number in your phone today.